August 4, 2014

TODAY - It has been almost 4 months now and Abah is still unconscious. 

August 4, 2014 as I was about to kick-start life after a long Raya break, Ibu told me that Abah's is now in ICU. I got an early text via Whatsapp at around 2:00 am that she had to bring Abah to the hospital as he was complaining of breathing difficulties. The next text was around 6:00 am. 

This is not the first time that he is admitted to the ICU but I sensed something extra than usual. So I decided to drive down to JB immediately that morning. As the 4.5 hours drive came to a complete, my heart was totally crushed. Abah is unconscious and was breathing through a machine. His heart stopped when the doctor was attending to his complaints and it took them more than 5 minutes to resuscitate him. That caused oxygen cut-off to the brain. It was unbearable to see him in such condition. We prayed and prayed that he would at least improve. It was a Monday. 

For the next couple of days, the doctors reduce the life support on him to see how well can he sustain. Alhamdulillah, he managed to stabilize the breathing on his own with minimum machine assistance. But he remains unconscious, mainly due to the lack of oxygen supply to the brain when he had the cardiac arrest. 

Thursday was a good day for us (to say the least). Abah was taken off the life support machine and his vital signs are improving. But still he has not waken up. Then came Friday, the day of his dialysis. After 20 odd minutes on the machines, we saw nurses running attending to him. His BP dropped drastically as he underwent the dialysis. Doctors were called in immediately to attend to him and we were told that they has lost hope and nothing can be done to him. After 5 days here, doctors are letting him go BUT not us. 

Consultation amongst ourselves decided to bring Abah across the straits into Singapore for further treatment. Ayah Long made a few calls and Queen Elizabeth seems to be the best place for him. So immediate arrangement was made to transport him there and for the next 2 months, Abah was there self-healing. Dialysis was a breeze and vital signs are improving even more. But unfortunately, he has not waken up from his 'sleep'. 

Now, Abah is resting at home. Unconscious but well. He has what they call Persistent Vegetative State and there is nothing the doctors can do for him. We are now trying traditional and spiritual healing that we were not able to when he was admitted. 

Abah, I pray for the best and hope for the best. But........... 

I really miss him, all his sudden texts at 2 or 3 in the morning when he could not sleep... 

His FB posts of my kids... and of our trips around with him or among ourselves.. 

I miss him in total and wish I could have a chat with him again... 

True Friends

You know they refer BFF to those who'd go thru bad and worse for you? I guess that only happens in the movies..

I've been in deep shit for several weeks now (Allah je yg tau seksa) and so far I have yet to find any 'friend' that is willing to hand a hand.. I've thicken my skin enough that it can be used as sand paper to scrap other surfaces. But still to avail..

Allah has been kind enough to grant me with energy and strength to make it through the days but I guess he hasn't grant me my prayers for some reason. It is said that He may not test His followers more than what they can take. So I guess there's more that I can do..

Wallahu'alam

Tumpang Sujud

Tajuk yang sangat retorik! 

Sempena kedatangan Ramadhan ni, aku terpanggil untuk buat post sesuatu yang mendekatkan kita dengan ibadat wajib harian kita iaitu solat.. Sebagai umat Islam yang berpegang teguh pada rukun² Islam dan Iman, maka aku rasa tajuk ni sesuai untuk kita jadikan panduan atau sekurang²nya sebagai pita pengukur..

Maybe sebab dah dekat Ramadhan sebahagian besar kita lebih peka terhadap ibadat kita tapi ada juga yang bertambah leka sebab terlalu taksub atau asyik dengan membeli belah sempena menyambut kedatangan Syawal. Tapi apa yang mulia antara duanya tentunya Ramadhan sebab pada bulan inilah nikmat atau keriangan terasa apabila datangnya waktu berbuka dan kemeriahan berterusan dengan adanya Solat Tarawikh yang dijalankan setiap malam.

Anyway, topic Ramadhan InsyaAllah akan dibincangkan dalam tajuk lain kemudian hari. Aku sebenarnya taksub dengan kemajuan (kepekaan) pihak2 berkaitan dalam hal penyediaan surau di tempat2 awam khususnya di shopping malls. Malah lebih memeranjatkan lagi bila tengok surau di hotel2 5 stars kini lebih cantik dari zaman dolu2 masa aku kerja hotel (walaupun sangat jarang guna surau hotel).

Kalau kita perhatikan, surau2 di tempat awam skrg ni lebih selesa dan menakjubkan. PLUS Highway punya surau jangan kata lah – luas, cantek, selesa and even sejadah yang disediakan sentiasa wangi bau soflan! Serious! Setakat ni tak pernah lagi fail surau R&R sepanjang aku stop untuk solat. Unless ada kalian experience surau yang kalian gunakan adalah sebaliknya. Yang hentian2 sebelah exit tu most of it cuma gunakan pondok2 di luar tu sebagai tempat org tumpang sujud. Alhamdulillah, takde lagi musafir yang ‘terlepas pandang’ ibadat wajib 5 waktu tu..

Bila pergi shopping lak, sure ada yang terlupa. Eh! Dah nak abis waktu! Eh! Nanti abis pulak baju dkat sale MNG tu! Eh! Wayang dah nak start.. Eh! KORANG NAK KENA KAPIT RUSUK OR TERBAKAR DALAM KUBUR KE? Pernah sekali tu aku pergi Bkt Bintang untuk beli barang then tiba waktu Maghrib aku pun berlari2 mencari surau, tapi too bad surau yang aku jumpa some time ago tu sangat tak praktikal.. Tempat wudhu jauh, tiada selipar.. Sejadah lusuh dan berbau, ruang sempit dan senget.. Sebenarnya ruangan yang disediakan tu adalah shoplot yang telah diubahsuai menjadi ruangan surau sebab obvious sekali dgn ruangan wudhu pun perlu berjalan keluar dari ruangan solat. Walau bagaimanapun, Alhamdulillah sebab mereka dah bina surau baru di ruangan atas parking area.. BUT DON’T GET CONFUSE SBB I ALWAYS CONFUSE MYSELF BETWEEN SG WANG AND BB PLAZA.. Whatever pun, surau baru dekat parking ni lagi luas, selesa dan sangat memuaskan hati..

Surau2 di Pavillion, KLCC or even 1U are considerably acceptable. Walaupun surau underground KLCC tu agak sempat dan ‘wangi’ tapi kemampuan ruangan menampung bilangan jemaah yang ramai memang membanggakan. Pavillion? Walaupun gagal memenuhi keperluan org berkerusi roda tapi overall boleh dibanggakan. Tu la, tempoh hari bawak nenek aku pegi sana tapi both surau tak praktikal utk wheelchair dia.. Yg atas laluannya terlalu sempit utk wheelchair while yang di basement takde laluan atau tempat wudhu utk org di kalangan Orang Kelainan Upaya (OKU).. 1U on the other hand would be nice.. exactly tak ingat aras mana tapi yang pasti dia sama level dgn entrance pd playground and chilli’s.. yes! Its a parent way to remember locations.. Dekat dgn Playground tempat Faleeq main and Yes! Chilli’s tempat parents nya minum sambil tunggu Faleeq main Playground.. haha LOL!

Anyway, jika dibandingkan zaman dulu dan skrg dah banyak perubahan sihat. Dan pemikiran Islamik modern skrg ni sgt membantu muslimin dan muslimah memenuhi kehendak dan tumpang sujud di bangunan-bangunan yang gah tanpa perlu berfikir panjang.. Skrg pun kalau dilihat penyatuan orang Islam di surau2 sangat menakjubkan, pasti ada saja orang yang sudi mengimamkan solat.. Dan makmum tiada masalah untuk ikut jemaah yang ada.. 

The Great Double T(h)ree

Wow... Its finally here, the great 33...

Alhamdulillah.. Allah has given me another chance in his world to serve him.. I'm not a typical human that go berzerk at the 1st sight of aging.. But I prefer to grow older cause in a way it reminds me that my end is near..

I've been through ups and downs of life for the past 33 years.. My mom, uncles and aunts were reminding me of my 1st few months in this world yesterday and it brought tears to my eyes.. How arwah Tokbak would bring me around on his bike and would just lie sit walk (almost everything with me beside or in his arms).. He was a good man.. Always trying his best to be good to others.. How he cried while holding on to the house's pole as we went back to our house after Ibu completed her pantang.. Then I was told that he kept on driving from Muar with our Tokyang to our home in JB everyweek just to visit me.. Why? cause I was the 1st grandchild of their's.. that is why..

Semoga Allah memberi beliau tempat di kalangan orang-orang mukmin yang beriman dan semoga rohnya adalah antara mereka yang dipanggil Rosulullah di hari kiamat kelak..

Arwah Nenek and Bak on the other hand were totally different.. They were very pampering but spoiled me alot (compared to Tokbak).. They would give me jajan and buy me toys that kept me awake till late night until Ibu got so pissed off.. They would allow me to jump into the river and swim until my body and legs gots bite marks and rashes.. They would allow me to play in their farm and be chased by geese, ducks and chickens.. It was fun!
 
As I grew older I got over the fact that I was not pamper material anymore.. But that's ok, as long as I have them all with me, everything would be ok.. Then they passed, one by one.. We had Bak's passing when I was in standard 6 and several months later Nenek followed him.. Tokbak in the other hand passed when I was already working my 1st job at NAZA.. I still remember that time.. I went back for the weekend and had a Domestic Inquiry the coming Monday.. The phone rang and I answered, our uncle Ayah Teh called and told us that Tokbak has passed.. I didn't know what to say so I squatted and cried, went to Abah and all off us went to tell Ibu, slowly.. Allah has better plans for him.. I missed him the most..!
 
Last year Abah was diagnosed with kidney failure and had to undergo dialysis ever since.. I've known Abah as a strong and very firm person, but ever since that he had been very slow and weak.. Without knowing what to do, all I can is just comfort him..

I've always been a reckless person.. I mean, I don't plan but mostly I do.. I like to do things at the very last minute merely because I do things better when I am under preassure.. But the past 1 year or so have thought me more on how to be a human being than the other 32 years of my life.. And Alhamdulillah that 1 year has brought me positively back.. Thanks to my faithful and ever loyal wife and to my parents who believed in me..

Last year, we lost our 2nd son Iskandar Fawwaz but Alhamdulillah, Faleeq has grown to be a handful.. Life must go on but Fawwaz will always remain in our minds as the person that has changed us to be stronger and wilfully person.. This was one of the downs that brought me up..!

Allah has tested me in many ways but his tests had dragged my wife and family along with it.. He definitedly works in wonders.. What He gave He would take it back.. What He press on us is what He knows what's best.. What He has planned for us is definitely better than what we planned and have in mind for ourselves..

Semoga apa yang aku usahakan adalah seperti apa yang Dia mahu utk aku..

Mudah-mudahan apa yang diperkenankanNya adalah apa yang terbaik utk aku dan keluarga aku..

WASALAM

Bersih ka!?

Baru-baru ni kita dikejutkan dengan insiden di luar kawalan Bersih 3.0 di Dataran Merdeka. The ‘event’ was said to be a ‘sit and protest’ thingy but got out of hand.. for the 1st time of my life, I am going to try and give a fair and just comment on the incident based on what I have read and understand from friends that were apart of the celebration (erk)..

Its been havoc since they start this thing.. there was Anwar 901 (ye kot) for Anwar to be released.. Before that it was Reformasi... Then Bersih 1.0 - 2.0 and now 3.0.. is it me or most of these street parties are about Anwar Ibrahim. I have to say this that our politics have never been this excited before (not dirty! ~ No! not at all!) since he (DSAI) was arrested for being the 'behind' man.. Then tapes of Chua Soi Lek, who's the lady DUN, then Shafie and now its Azmin.. Macam2 la! Dah mcm 'i did not have sexual relationship with that woman' once again!

But to think of it, please follow my mind..

Would a mother go against her son in public even if that son was VERY VERY VERY rude or lost?

Would Hassan Ali someone who we all know (BN or PKR) that uphold and fight for Islamic truth and truce be bought off by any party?

I mean these 2 are the best examples that i can give that noone can manipulate.. right right right!??

1. Bersih 3.0 was a no go at Dataran Merdeka – if I could recall correctly the application to hold this thing at Dataran was rejected by PDRM and even DBKL for safety reason. And as a result, the protestors had gathered outside of Dataran (which was surrounded or protected whatever by the PDRM) with the intention to go ahead and walk in to Dataran and have their ‘sit and protest’ thing.. So that is why, things got out of hand and few hundred people were injured in the process

Protestors were not even supposed to be there in the 1st place! Then why blame the cop or BN or UMNO for the injuries that your members gained? Police gave their best to give you space to move and show your emotions, some groups were even left alone by the police! But why do police have to result in assault or brutality (I won’t call it that!)..

2. It was held all over Malaysia – this came out of my knowledge. Obviously I did not read the whole thing about Bersih and it didn’t even cross my mind that it would be this big! On the same day you can find Bersih in Penang, Melaka, Johor and even Australia (yes! I left out a few – for god’s sake this is not the news where I have to mention every single detail!). With this volume of supporters I can say that as a BN supporter I am very worried of our standing in Malaysian’s eye. It is definitely hard to know and be assuring of what people nowadays are thinking!

3. Things got violent – as you all might have read (somewhere/everywhere), things got out of hand on that day. Police cars were overturned, patrol bikes were stripped down, protestors were sprayed and brought down by the police and there was even a report of a fatality.

But not only protestors were brutally (huh?) disarmed or assaulted, there were cases of police cars being overturned, police bike being stopped and knocked down. Some said DSAI gave the ‘OK’ to go into Dataran Merdeka. Another group said that it was a misunderstanding or miscommunication between organizers and protestors. And some even claimed that it was policeman disguising themselves as protestors and broke into the barricade and urge or call (duh! who can call in this situation) others to join in the ‘fun’.

4. Bersih 3.0 was not a success – I would say Bersih 2.0 is more effective and success if you compare it with this one. For one, demands 2.0 which were 98% fulfilled and still they list it out again in 3.0. why would you prefer to have this 2.0 or 3.0 in the 1st place!?

Yes, I understand that 3.0 is all about fair election and your demands are all about the upcoming election. Ambiga even stated in her debate with KJ that she refuse to even speak to SPR even if she had the chance. All she wants is for the Chairman to resign!? Erk.. one person does not change everything overnight!?

Can I give you a simple yet effective solution. I am NOT calling out to Malaysian but this is merely a solution. Why not all of you BERSIHANS out there don’t go out to vote during the election?! What do you think?

Now, see it from a general Malaysian point of view (in event you win Malaysia):

- You refuse to listen but you want to be listened

- You want change but you do not apply it

- ALL politic parties are NOT clean! Politics itself is dirty to start with!

- You ramp about decreasing the petrol price but can you confirm it will maintained forever?!

- You want PTPTN out but can you be sure that our beloved country won’t be sold out to IMF etc?

- Can you confirm freedom of speech and press?

- Confirm and maintained Malaysia’s status as an Islamic Country

- If BN supporters rally would you allow them and not use something similar to ISA to help you?

While you’re at it, add these to you list of demands!

- Scrap the income tax, let govt subsidized everything!

- Make medical free for all

- Make EPF a contribution by the govt and not salary deductable

I am open for comments or inputs (if any)

My Grandma

She's now @ HUKM undergoing an operation.. 

Hope that she gets well soon.. 

All the family members from all corners of the world are here.. 

She's the only living ancestor in our family.. 

I LOVE YOU TOKYANG...! 

I pray that you'll get better soon.. 

Homo sapiens

You know what that means? If you don't it means human (i think!).. LOL!

Anyway, today i'm gonna crap bout people and the group that i recently put them in to.. Yeah, i grouped people based on their crapiness and level of sh*t that they put on for others to watch.. 

1. Momma's boy - you know those people who get really attached to their mom and somehow failed to realize that they're actually married and now working to make a living? Seen that and know one..! I guess this is a fact of not trying to face reality of life and keep repeating in his head that he has a shitty one. What crap! And when everything that he tried (at least) to make ends meet and failed, guess what!? he went running to momma crying like a little baby.. Damn! I don't really blame the mom or dad or anything in related. Coz when you're a parent, you'll always be one.. No matter who or what your kids are now.. 

ps/: Notice that this is Momma's boy and not girl? 

2. The Echo Wall - ever heard people say this - "orang kata tu, ada orang kata ni, dorg ckp" thingy when you speak to certain people? Yeah, they're called echo wall.. Why? Cause they repeat what others say without even trying to figure out the truth about it. Then echo walls meet with other walls that will echo what they said.. BUT this particular wall is in an big empty room cause people can always hear what they say no matter what.. And their heads or brains (if any), are as the room... EMPTY!

3. I am Legend - ni solo rider.. The type that doesn't really mingle much.. I guess at certain times i am one.. cause at times i like to keep things to myself. You know.. But Legend is the one that wants to be alone in his world. Doesn't know or want to know whats going on around him.. Or even tried to take port of what's going on.. All he knows, the tasks given is completed and the meeting scheduled was attended.. 

Know, i'm not the type who gives a crap of what people say. Or bother that i might hurt somebody's feeling that i know cause i don't ask for anybody's money to live mine. Also, the fact that i only wanna make my family and close friends happy is good enough for me. Hell yeah! Anyway, for those that claims to be my friend and tried all that mushy talk to me saying this or denying that in the past, i forgive you. But i will never forget cause nobody does! PERIOD!

I Want to be a TV

Thanks Hawa for this reminder..

A teacher from Primary School asks her students to write an essay about what they would like God to do for them... At the end of the day while marking the essays, she read one that made her very emotional.

Her husband, that had just walked in saw her crying and asked her what happened. She answered, Read this. Its one of my students essays.

Oh God, tonight I ask you something very special.

Make me into a television.

I want to take its place.

Live like the TV in my house.

Have my own special place, and have my family around ME.

To be taken seriously when I talk....

I want to be the Center of attention and be heard without interruptions or questions.

I want to receive the same special care that the TV receives when it is not working.

Have the company of my dad when he arrives home from work, even when he is tired.

And I want my mom to want me when she is sad and upset, instead of ignoring me... and... I want my brothers to fight to be with me...

I want to feel that family just leaves everything aside, every now and then, just to spend some time with me.

And last but not least make it that I can make them all happy and entertain them...

God I dont ask you for much...

I just want to live like every TV...

Banyak benda nak cerita ni.. From local to international news update that i really want to talk about.. 

Let's start with the international one, Man Utd in particular.. 

There's hot speculation (not really speculating) that our Mr Rooney is leaving Old Trafford for a better chance at trophies. I guess Man Utd isn't doing so well as i thought.. Knowing Sir Alex well through the years, its sorta norm for him to wrestle with his best players after they're worn out or even juggling with internal problems. To name a few, we had Stam who was one of the best defenders on the planet, then Mr David Posh, who's very much had a blast over his years in MU, then out went people like Alan Smith, Ruud and even Roy Keane.. All these are players that have contributed more than anybody else would ever will. 

Then, lately after Rooney had his internal drizzle with Colleen, also his lately injuries to the ankle, he's been kinda down and didn't play that much.. And yesterday, after Alex's video interview, he want out and said that MU's future is in the shakers. And he wants something certain especially about the future of the club.. You know, after CR7 left the club few years back, MU had a difficult time adapting to the fact that we don't have a winger that can run or penetrate like CR7 does. But the years has passed and now we have people like Nani, Valencia and even good old Giggs to wing out the forwards. Now, with Rooney opting to leave the club, i guess we can survive with Chicarito current form, Berba's latest development and Mechada's youth spirit. Also, i guess we can also rely on Nani and Park to further support the frontline. Personally, i would like to see Rooney stay but if he insist on going please leave UK turf and play else where.. I just can't watch him play against MU constantly in BPL.. It really gets to me, similarly if i watch Tevez playing for Man City.. 

Anyway, to cut it short. If possible let's have him play for MU and Rooney, please consider to stay.. But if everyone's insist on parting ways, please do it the best way possible. 

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Local news: 

NOTE: ME NOT A RACIST - its just things i do for my race, to see them succeed.. 

The annual meetings of AMENO is happening as we speak. I had the chance to catch the telecast of the interview last evening on telly.. Also, had the chance to checkout the highlights of the meeting from time to time on the telly.. I guess, there is alot to do aside from what was mentioned in the meeting.. The current line of administrators and frontline are strong enough to do the job but the matter of fact they lack communication. Also, they lack of focus.. 

I'm not going to write up a joke or anything, but fact to ponder by them. To be frank, being born and raised in Johor and being pure Johorean, i guess i'm brought up to embrace AMENO.. But the fact that some of the people inside them is screwing it inside out, is not something i am fond of. These few groups of people are turning the club ugly in the eye of Malaysian. 

You see, they have hardcore believers like me and me granny.. But most of them are kampung people or old people (not me!) that's been following them since post-war time.. Unlike our youths nowadays, they prefer to see new changes and not having to study nor understood the past changes that was done.. So, i think you guys (thousands of you over there) brainstorm at how to attract the youngs to support you... Start with their lifestyle and begin to accept them.. Get them active in things you do and not just pick up few volunteers you found.. Actual people doing actual things! 

I dunno what else to say.. We got the supremacist doing all they can over there.. They might talk nonsense in a way, but somewhere in that crowd and stuff, things are being done accordingly.. Please do, i don't wanna have some other smuck running everything and watch it crumble down.. 

BODO

Masa utk emosi..

• Aku ingat aku dah cukup kenal seseorang tapi rupanya aku silap 
• Khabar angin dan cakap kosong lebih berisi sebenarnya dari fakta dan bukti kukuh; no wonder tabloids can sell 
• Jangan kejar teknologi sbb nanti kau boleh jatuh muflis 
• Lantak orang nak ckp apa pasal aku sbb aku tak mintak duit orang... tapi kenapa korang mcm tu ya? 
• Kawan sebenar or true friends ialah mereka yang akan jadi orang pertama yang call or tanya ko kalau dia tau sesuatu pasal ko.. 
• Kawan topeng ialah mereka yang terakhir tanya ko tapi yang pertama bagitahu orang lain kalau dia dapat gosip pasal diri ko.. 
• Jangan puaskan diri orang lain sebelum ko sendiri tak puas hati.. sbb orang TAKKAN berpuas hati dengan apa yang dia ada, walaupun dia ada banyak
• Famili adalah benda yang paling utama dalam hidup seseorang walaupun mereka yang paling banyak habiskan duit or masa ko.. 

Now you know why i write in English, sbb dlm otak aku ni sume nye English.. Well u know me.. LOL!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

My Life On Raya Morning

Faleeq's Raya Pose

Hi all...! I guess its still not too late for me to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya again... Well, its our 1st raya at our new house and we're all excited.. Guests have been coming over non-stop for the last 2 weeks and we're still beat up.. Can't find the time to even lie back and rest.. 

Anyhow, we started our raya in Gombak and make our way to JB on 2nd raya.. Lucky for us traffic was smooth all the way, even on our back to KL on Wednesday was nice.. Huh? Why come back KL so early huh? Well, i had to go to Dubai on the Thursday on some business thing. But too bad the trip had to be called off for some unavoidable reasons. If not, we'll have even more stuff for you on our MOPO site. 

Anyhow, Faleeq enjoyed his raya.. I mean, this is his 1st raya understanding and appreciating the crowd and company. Most of all, duit raya was coming in for him. And going out for us.. duh! Anyway, hope that everyone's raya celebration was great fun.. What is important of all is the time spent with your famiily and friends cause they are what matter most.. 

Salam 'Idul Fitri

Out little hero - coming to 2 YO this raya

mungkin aku terlalu banyak bercakap sejak dua menjak ni 

mungkin juga aku terlalu insensitive pada perkara yang aku tulis 

aku too emotional.. aku terlalu ikut perasaan

bila aku sedar orang dah marah (biasa la manusia) 

oleh itu, sempena kedatangan Syawal yang dinanti

aku ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA I'DUL FITRI 

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN 

Kepada semua yang mengenali dan tidak.. 

Bila Dah Tua

Hari Raya has been the day that we've all been looking forward to... Especially the new clothes and stuff.. But when you get old, you look forward to Hari Raya for different reasons.. 

• Raya is more to a gathering of family and friends, this is where the excitement is!
• Watching your kids all dressed up for Hari Raya and playing with his cousins etc 
• Meeting family or friends that you rarely meet, catching up is fun... 
• Getting nice comments like comel anak ko or even getting duit raya for them is excitingly great

Most of all, its the look and smile on our parents face when they know we're there during Raya. This really send some feelings down the spine. And when they look at our kids with a proud and thankful look, you know everything will be alright. 

Salam Aidil Fitri in advance... 

Mak Bapak Tak Sekolah

Dunno whether the kid is still alive or not.. but he was found at Shah Alam recently.. I believe that he is still alive when they found him.. The baby is so cute and yet some people can be so inhumane to do such thing...

It has been an alarming fact that baby dumping has increased by the numbers lately. And it is more alarming that this babies are believed to be bumiput*ra.. Apa la punya manusia bikin ini mcm, tada hati perut...! They started at suraus or mosques, then they downgraded to bushes, under bridges and even dumpsters.. Now, roadsides? I pity this people.. They're worse than animals..

You got my full agreement to have these basterds to be punished as murderers... They deserve it...!

Salam Kemerdekaan

Its been 53 years since Independence.. And we're yet to be fully independence of anything..

• Malaysian no more stand in respect of Negaraku
• We call ourselves Malaysian but we failed to acknowledge our co-citizens
• We look forward to 31st August for the fireworks
• We completely brush off the people who celebrated the heroes that brought us here today
• We failed to acknowledge the importance of unity and togetherness
• We always looked for failure and short comings but we failed to see the development
• We complaint all the time but we don't do our best to change what we don't like (talk is cheap so are pointless actions)
• We call people racists and deny that we're one, but we don't ignore people who make racist remarks and we don't even try to convince them otherwise
• Have more ownership to this country rather than ownership to one state or party

I love this country and so should you. This is my Malaysia, this is my home and this is where we all belongs. So, make yourself counted (not for banci) for and cherish it, start with yourself and let others know that. Bring a little sense of ownership to Malaysia, coz it'll go a long way...

Aku Orang Melayu Part II

Apa la dungu sangat dorg ni..

Bismillah... Aku dapat hate mail dowh sbb aku tinggalkan comment yg tak berbaur perkauman langsung dalam blog kebencian aku baru-baru ni.. Then they call me racist? Ada aku ckp suruh sapa2 balik negara sapa2? Ada aku ckp korg bukan asal sini eventhough hakikat nama Malaysia ni dulu dipanggil tanah melayu? Ada aku persoalkan tu semua? Ada aku ckp aku tak suka rakan-rakan non-meleis aku ada di sini? NO! Again, kalau tak fasih BM jangan la tunjuk pandai dan berlagak mcm ko faham sebijik2 apa yang aku tulis ni...!

Back to being racist - korang yg racist, korang yg bagi bukti batu bersurat la apa la.. sepanjang blogging, aku tak penah la nak persoalkan mcm mana rakan-rakan aku yg non-meleis ni boleh ada di Malaysia yg gah ni.. Malah, ramai kawan-kawan baik aku yg non-meleis and they like the fact that kita boleh duduk sama-sama dan even berbual dan bersembang pasal topik bodo ni - racism.. Aku rasa benda ni pon tak patut ada kat tanah airku.. Tak logik sbb selama ni dah menarik dan cantik dah perjalanan, susun atur serta toleransi antara semua. Cuma sebab ada pihak yang mempolitikkan dan membatu apikan benda ni sampai jadi blown out of proportion jadi nye..

So, baca betol2 apa aku tulis sblm ni.. kalau susah nak faham, get a dictionary with you.. Ko nak tulis pasal sejarah ke apa ke ko tulis la, ko nak mail ke comment aku ni racist lantak korang la.. tapi ko jangan sesekali sentuh pasal bangsa aku, Melayu, jangan ko sibuk nak persoalkan agama aku, Islam dan budaya-budaya serta adat Bangsa dan Agama aku..

Go into detail, mcm aku tulis dalam post aku sebelum ni.. ada situasi2 yang mengharam, mengharus dan membolehkan orang Islam mendoakan orang bukan Islam. Aku tak ckp terus tak boleh, aku tak ckp langsung tak boleh.. aku cuma explain situasi2 dia so orang yang berlagak pandai tahu apa yg ditulis dan dicakapkan.. To those yg tak penah baca blog tu, silakan but take the time to do so and if possible go through the whole thing cause mmg nyakitkan hati..

Banyak lagi yang perlu difahamkan so please ask and dun speculate, ni satu penyakit yang susah nak cari cure.. Sbb bila sorang speculate and he asked around, yg lain akan speculate with ajinomoto (additional so-called-info craps). So do ask, sebagai jiran kepada muslim kalian sangat2 dialu2kan untuk bertanya dan aku rela membantu walaupun jahil bab2 ni semua..

Wasalam..

Aku Orang Melayu

Emo sikit post ni..

Aku pernah post pasal sorg selebriti non-meleis yang menjengkelkan, dia (bkn beliau) ialah juga seorang blogger yg amat terkenal di kalangan mereka2 yg sewaktu dengannya.. Dia pernah terkenal sebagai seorang pelakon yang banyak memainkan watak2 komedi.. Jika pandai menjaga mulut boleh disanjung dan berjaya dalam bidangnya.. Tapi sayang, manusia ni bongkak dan bodo... Mmg la, bodo la ko ni...!

Yes, blog ni tempat utk orang meluahkan isi hati la bla bla bla.. Freedom of speech la katakan. But, you have to watch what you say. Jangan main sembur je ikot sedap mulut. Aku tak kisah, apa ko nak tulis, tulis la.. ko nak kutuk sapa kutuk la, nak citer politik ke apa ke citer la.. Aku tak kisah, sbb aku tau dulu, kini dan selamanya aku pada siapa..

TAPI bila ko main bangsa, agama dan budaya, ko dah melampau.. Yes, ada orang Meleis kuno kat luar sana yang still tak leh terima hakikat kita ni multi racial or pelbagai kaum. Yes, ada Meleis dungu kat mana-mana ntah yang jeles tgk non-meleis ni berjaya lebih dari dorang.. Tapi ko jangan lawan api dengan api! Isu ALLAH dulu ko nak sentuh, isu sumpah dengan Quran ko nak sibuk ni yg terbaru isu khatib baca doa utk non-muslim/meleis.. Ni pun ko nak sibuk... apa hal ko!?? Bodo la ko ni...!

Ko tau ke apa hukum hakam bagi org Muslim ni mendoakan non-Muslim? Yes, boleh dan tidak.. kenapa? Sbb ada cara dan sebab dia yang boleh dan tidak membolehkan.. Even aku yg Muslim ni tak berapa celik (aku terus terang) bab-bab mcm ni and prefer utk diam je rather than aku kompang satu kampung menunjukkan kebodohan aku.. Skrg ko dah jadi mcm tu, tunjuk pandai then minta orang sokong ko berbakul2 tapi padahal ko lagi bodo dan hina dari aku.. Mmg sah, bodo la ko ni..!

Ko tulis pasal politik mcm ko mampu nak mentadbir negara yang terbaik ni.. Ko kutuk Ketua Negara dan parti politik semata2 sbb dia tak memenuhi kehendak dan cara mentadbir dan mcm yang ko nak.. Tapi ko boleh ke buat mcm mana dorg buat kat Malaysia ni..? Ko kutuk kita kat Malaysia ni, kenapa ko stay lagi kat sini. Pegi la migrate kat tempat2 yg ko rasa hebat tu..

Ko punya kutuk sampai kisah Wook yang kawin dgn org muda pon ko nak hangat kan.. Apa? ko punya teater mini tak cukup hangat ke? or takde sambutan? And, aku tatau la sama ada English ko terer or BM ko hebat, tapi even budak sekolah pon tau yang ko jangan buat direct translation dari English ke BM or sebaliknya.. Bila ko buat mcm tu ko dapat la salah tafsir or (kalau ko tak reti BM) misinterpretation. Mangkuk tak ko ni? Bila ko direct translation jadi la ayat mcm mana ko post kat blog hanchik ko tu.. bodo la ko ni...!

Senang je aku nak cite skrg ni.. Pada Meleis yg dah lupa daratan, tengok kat mana korang berpijak skrg dan bandingkan dengan posisi kita dulu... yg ni, aku yg bodo sikit sbb aku penah di situ...

Apa Nak Jadi Orang Melayu (Part II)

My post yesterday is referred.

You know all my cravings and wishlists for this Ramadhan that i mentioned earlier, well its mere Satanic! But we did went out for break fast last weekend, after about 3 weeks of laid back weekends at home.. What we had? Whatever we had was not in the wishlist..

Ok, since Ramadhan is coming to an end (not soon enough for those who wants to beraya).. I saw some eye sore views when we went out the other day.

1. Ladies' Sickness - why i say sickness, cause if you translate it to direct Malay it would mean that. Anyway, we're walking about window shopping and browsing when we pass by Subway (yummy!!) and this Meleis couple was sitting there. And the lady WAS EATING...! For god sake! Apa la bodo dan tidak mengenal erti kemaluan langsung kamu ni bewok! Yes, we know (by your action eating in public) that you can't perform your duly responsibility as a Muslim and fast, but do you have to eat in open public like that? Don't you have the decency or even a speck of shame for the reason? What a deutch bag you are...!

2. Die Hard Smokers - Yes, i smoke and yes, i fast but i still manage to control my tobacco craving when i fast. But i was driving the other day and was stuck in traffic. I looked around (cause that's the only thing you can do when your in traffic), saw this nice car with a Muslim quote sticker on it.. And then when we're side by side, the damn bugger was smoking.. No, he's not Chinese or anything, he got a lady with tudung sitting besides him and we know a Meleis when we're looking at one! But i guess he got his reason, like he'd die immediately if he don't have his fag every 1 or 2 hours. Its still early in the day and you can't control your god damn cravings!!!

3. Meleiyu Hindustan - the other day i was at a mini market to buy groceries. And then i heard screaming.. It was a lady, all dressed in baju kurung and she was screaming her lungs out on the phone. From that brief eves dropping (you don't really need to eve drop, she was screaming!), we can tell that she's screaming at he bf or wateva on the phone. By the sound of it, he cancelled their date for some reason. Then, it went quite, she was not screaming anymore. She went in the mini market to buy something when she was on the phone again, this time politely and nicely. but what i heard was ok mak, hujung minggu orang balik.. wow..! Meleis ni..! Confirm! But... she was smoking when she was on the phone outside.. When i was done with my my shopping, she was in the arms of a expat bf crying here heart out.. 1st thing, meleis lady smoking in brought daylight in Ramadhan. Then hugging and kissing...

Aduh! Mana hilangnya kebudayaan dan kemanisan orang Meleis ni...

p/s: For those who're from KL, born and raised here and who're offended by my last post. Apologize to everyone..!

Apa Nak Jadi Orang Melayu

Ntah la, yang aku nak story ni bkn orang lain tapi member sendiri...

The other day, was hanging around with mummy & daddy club and one of us had lost a family member.. It was the granny's cousin or some sort.. And they were having a difficult time to decide whether to go back to their hometown for the burial or not.. What makes it harder for them is that they have a birthday party to go to that very night..! I'm not sure what to say but if you're deciding between FAMILY DEATH vs PARTY, a common adult would opt for the burial.. Ni la Melayu sekarang..

Related to the club, and MAYBE the same person involved (see all the bui)...? Ok, i was waiting for Elliz to have break from work so that we can go back home JB together.. The other day i had to go by myself and she came later, it was rather sad or empty going back alone.. But work call so we had to go separately. Ok, we're planning to off to JB this week, and these buggers decided to have our club's break fast this Friday itself.. Ok, knowing them this won't be simply break fast and go, then there would be tea or coffee (no me..!), then hang out here and there, chit chat stuff and that's it.. The thing frustrate me the most is that when it comes to them, they'd go all out to make sure that the schedule is change to their privilege. And, what makes me sick is comments like asyik balik jb je, ala mcm takde hari lain...

DEEEEEEEEAAAPP BREATH: Ko takde kampung boleh la ckp, dok KL dari kecik sampai ke tua sampai nak bezakan adat dan adab pon susah, at least org lain dok KL gak tapi takde la kuno and buta adab mcm ko...! Hei...! Aku ada kampung and at least aku ingat kampung aku, sedara mara aku, mak bapak aku, adik2 aku... Family comes 1st, bukan seronok2 ko, enjoy2 ko tu...!

Seriously, at times i think i hate to be like this and be among people like this. But, they're good friends and they deserve my frankness and straight forwardness (you know what i mean..).. So, if you don't like it then you don't deserve to be my friend. And if i don't accept the way you are, then i don't deserve you as a friend... hmmm aku rugi ke? Point to ponder...

Dumped...!

Did you notice lately that there's been a seriously high number of baby dumping and its reported almost everyday in the major papers (no, not those cheap skate no-news-but-crap tabloid). And we have people and even judiciary bodies that is proposing that these earth scums are treated as murderers..! I say, HELL YEAH!!!!

Try to look at it this way:

• Yes, maybe during the 'incident' the poor thing was still alive and might've died when he was left there in the sun, rain or even dirt - can we try to approach this as 2nd degree murder (if there's such thing in Malaysia) or manslaughter. Maybe even try attempt murder cause u left the poor thing like that. Its not like it can go walkabout and get himself food or anything!
• Or yes, he was killed or died in labor - similar to killing a fellow family by taking off the life support machine, its not your call to do so. So, failure to report death is tantamount to something aight?
• I left him there hoping that somebody would find him and keep him safe - how dumb can a person be?!? argument as per bullet 1

The point is, you're big or adult enough to know how and where to screw but you're so kiddy to understand what's next? I'm not saying or agreeing to pre-marital sex or anything but we've been getting all this arguments and crap (from those who so called knows-much) and what? you've missed all that points?

Take the liberty to see the bigger picture... Don't simply take things or matters into your own hands.. You dumb a**!!!